Struck

Remember three days ago when

at two am

(feels like five minutes\

minutes minutes

Remember one second we were

just

playing this stupid game and

I feel knots in my shoulders and you

raise your voice i had that ugly smirk


remember you shoved me

how could i forget?  i slam

into the wall you broke the fucking cage

the gates were open, my demons I lost myself so completely

I started swinging and I

screamed at the top of my

lungs

I wanted to hurt you so fucking bad

And the panic in your eyes was beautiful

you did not know what

to do with yourself except you

opened your arms and trapped me with

"baby" in that voice; you held me down

until adrenaline drowned in the sound

of your heart pounding and trying

to bring me back

i just cried because i had

not felt so sorry

in a long long time
calm